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♥.x*Kalie Marie Davis*x.♥
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| NOVEMBER 27TH*- |
[27 Nov 2005|07:18pm] |
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[mood|  content]
i haven't updated in a while. wednesday was the funeral, prolly the worst day of my life. but at least i had my girls with me, i seriously don't know what i would do without them. wednesday morning i got up & went out to breakfest with a bunch of people, then to the funeral, then a bunch of us girls went to coffee grounds & just talked about everything that was going on. & i don't remember what i did that night? lol. thursday i had a bunch of family things to do since it was thanksgiving. then at like 11*30 i went over to vano's house, & then we went to some kids house. that was pretty fun. then in the friday morning i just went back to vano's & collard came over since she was in town. so i just hung out with them, then us girls went out to eat with jordan & jared. then they dropped me off here. then i went over to sara's house for a while cause a bunch of people were there. then i came home at like 1*30. then saturday i couldn't do anything cause i had to babysit my lil sister, so some people came over. then kailee & taylor spent the night. then today i've been cleaning like all day & helping my mom with christmas stuff. i can't wait till christmas, i'ms oo excited! i decided that i'm not going to the christmas dance. i think we are all just gonna go out to eat & then just go party somewhere cause alot of people aren't going to the dance so i'm guessing that it's not gonna be that fun, but we might go for like an hour or something? i dk. that's it tho.. leave it*
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| NOVEMBER 19TH*- |
[19 Nov 2005|11:05am] |
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[mood|  drained]
last night was alot of fun consitering everything that has happened this weekend. it felt good to actually smile & laugh with my friends, & just like be with them. after school i just came home for a while, then brooke picked me up & we went to Panera & ate there, then chels met up with us there. then we went & got movies.. then we went over to justin's house with a bunch of people. that was alot of fun. then i just went back to chelsea's for the night with brooke. but i'm pissed cause i didn't even get to watch any of the movies we got cause i fell asleep durning the previews of upcoming movies lol, so i saw none of the movies. i was mad. but then i had to get up at 8*30 this morning cause chelsea had to go to detroit, so i just came home & went back to sleep. umm i'm not really sure what i'm gonna do today. i might just go get movies & stay in tonight, otherwise me & brooke are prolly gonna go out or something. i'm not really sure.. that's it tho. leave a cute one! <3 bye bye.
i love you mike! <3
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| NOVEMBER 17TH*- |
[17 Nov 2005|04:41pm] |
today definally sucked & was just soo hard. it was like the worst day ever. like last night it was real to me but then i walked into 1st hour & it just really hit me that he wasn't gonna be there anymore. & like how i'd never look up & see him looking at me & like asking me how i was & telling me how i did a good job when i totally sucked. it was really hard to come to terms with. & i guess i didn't even realize how many memories i had with that kid till i couldn't stop thinking about all the times.i think so many people just thought of him as a best friend & it affected soo many people. i just don't get it, like why this all had to happen? why does he have to take someone that has so much going for him, he had a life worth living yet it was still taken away from him. it just makes absolutly no sense, but i guess these things never are suppost to. i just got done reading the paper, like the part about him. it was so hard.. like seeing the car & everything. i started balling cause i didn't expect to like see the accident & that was like reason that i didn't wanna see the paper but then i was told that it wasn't on there.
r.i.p* mike herman.
ALWAYS REMEMBERED, NEVER FORGOTTEN.
if tears could build a stairway
& memories were a lane
i would walk right up to heaven
to bring you home again.
no farewell words were spoken
no time to say goodbye
you were gone before I knew it
& only God knows why.
my heart still aches in sadness
& secret tears still flow
what it meant to lose you
no one will ever know.
( i MiSS THiS.. )
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| NOVEMBER 15TH* |
[15 Nov 2005|09:07pm] |
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[mood|  happy]
okay so i desided to have livejournal again.. lol. cause alot more of my friends have it, and everyone can actually post. soo people can stop getting mad at me for not being able to in my xanga. lol.. :)
today i didn't really do anything. school was soo long & boring & i just wasn't in a good mood at all.. so then right after school i just came home & took a nap. then i started to watch Bounce, it's pretty good but it's like super long so i still have to finish it.
umm so i'm definally looking forward to this weekend. it's brookie's 17th birthday & we are definally gonna go all out. ;) i can't wait. i think i'm gonna throw her a party! so i'll let everyone know if that's gonna happen.. otherwise we are just gonna go to like damon's or something & then just go out. so yah this weekend = FUN!! :)
oh, & laguna ended last night. it was really sad.. i kinda cryed lol, not cause the show was ending but cause it was soo sad, like them all leaving for college. i realized i'm fricken wayy scared of leaving & going to college. like it's gonna be soo much fun but all the people i'll leave behind, it's gonna be soo weird. but yeah, that's it.. leave a cute one. <3
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| september 15th*- |
[15 Sep 2005|09:05pm] |
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[mood|  tired]
k, i haven't updated in a few days. not much has really been going on, just school. i just got done watching the o.c. <3 i love it. seth & summer are soo cute, & so is ryan & marrissa. lol.. umm anyway.. latly not much has been going on. tomarrow i'm going to school then going to the away game. then i'm not sure what i'm doing after, hopefully going out or something? haven't done that in awhile. then on saturday all us girls are going to go shopping for our homecoming dresses & get everything for that. only like 3 more weeks till homecoming, i'm soo excited. sept i don't even know who i'm going w/ yet, but then either does anyone so i guess that's okay. sept i kinda wanna know who i'm going w/ cause then it gets more exciting lol. so we'll see.. umm that's it tho.
leave one-
<3 love you..
xoxo*
( california here we come.. )
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| september 10th*- |
[10 Sep 2005|12:16am] |
[mood|  energetic]
okay so i just got back from the dance. it was soo much fun. me & chelsea play this little game, ;) haha alot of fun! it makes the dance like 10x better. but anyway, then after the dance me & lauren called people to see if anything was going on, but you know grand haven = party town..? nope, so nothing was going on so now i'm home & soon i'm gonna go watch the oc again, lol 3rd time. but after school vano came over & we just hung out. then amanda & jess came over, then we all got ready & went to the game. that was fun, sept we lost. big surprize right? lol nope. but yeah that's like it..
leave one-
<3 love you..
xoxo*
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| september 6th*- |
[06 Sep 2005|05:57pm] |
[mood|  good]
today was actually really good. i like love school this year, lol. like all my classes are just alot of fun & i have alot of people in all of my classes. well sept my 5th hour, i have yoga but i think i'm changing it. sept the only thing for my to change into is 20th century/sports. lol soo i'm not sure what i'm gonna do? i'd rather take that tho just cause yoga is boring & i have like no one in that class. so i'm trying to get another girl to take it w/ me cause it's most likely just full of guys. which isn't bad, lol. but anyway, after school i went to the mall w/ my mom cause i couldn't find anything at the grandville mall but then i couldn't find shit at the muskegon mall either. so i just got 2 pairs of pants & 2 shirts. i'll prolly go back there this weekend. but i can't beileve it, i already had homework tonight. ahh i hate it, like seriously who gives homework on your first day back at school? it's retarted. but yup, that's it..
leave one-
<3 love you..
xoxo*
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| september 5th*- |
[05 Sep 2005|04:49pm] |
[mood|  rushed]
omgosh- i am soo sad that summer is over, i already miss it so much. i had soo much fun this summer, & i'm not ready for school at all. i still don't have all my stuff, i need to get like all my school supplies & go clothes shopping. i went to the grandville mall today but i only got 3 pairs of pants cause i couldn't really find anything i liked. but i'm going to the muskegon mall soon w/ my mom so i know i'll be able to find stuff there. but yeah i realized that i've changed so much this summer, like for the better tho. but yup, last night i didn't do much. i went downtown w/ ryan & jess, but hardly anyone was down there so then we went to a bonfire w/ some people.. it was alright. then we left that & went & hung out w/ ryan, jordan, & grant. then they wanted me to stay out w/ them for the night but i just came home cause i wasn't in the mood. so then i came home at like 12*00 & watching Man Of The House. it's soo funny, i love it. then i just went to bed. then today i woke up & went to the grandville mall w/ jess & amanda & now i'm home. soon i'm going to the muskegon mall, then just back home for the night cause school's tomarrow. :( ahh, i hate it. but that's it..
leave one-
<3 love you..
xoxo*
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| september 3rd*- |
[03 Sep 2005|11:39am] |
[mood|  happy]
last night i ended up going downtown w/ my sister & amanda. but the only people that were down there was jordan, grant, ryan, sara, lauren & mass was w/ us. so it was alright? then we went to bk & met up w/ scott. then carvey was w/ us for a while. then me, jordan, sara, lauren, scott, & grant just went back to sara's house for a while. then the guys left & we just sat up & talked for a while, & they wanted me call like everyone on my phone lol so we were on the phone like all night. then we finally got to bed, & like 10 mins later my phone rings cause some people were back from the track & wanted us to go to some party? & we were planning on going to that, but we were like already almost asleep so we just didn't go. then i woke up this morning, & my mom calls me & tells me that she's leaving for the whole weekend & that i can stay home? kinda crazy consittering last time i got caught having a party but i'm gonna be reallllly good this time. cause otherwise i'd be in a whole lot of trouble & i don't wanna be grounded. but i'm really excited! lol, but i'm gonna go take a shower then go to the beach! so bye..
leave one-
<3 love you..
xoxo*
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| september 2nd*- |
[02 Sep 2005|02:52pm] |
[mood|  irritated]
today i woke up at like 10*00 & for some reason i thought my appoinment was for 10*30 even tho i knew it was for 11*30?.. i have no idea what happened. so then i got ready, hung out w/ jess & amanda for a while. then i went to that appointment, biiiiig waste of time. i couldn't even change any of the classes i wanted to cause it was either weight fitness, outdoor ed, or bus. tech 2. & i'm not taking any of those. so then i came home & lauren picked me up & then we went & got ryan a card & candy cause his puppy passed away. :( i'm sad. i loved him. i'm sooo sorry ryan & i love you, & i hope you feel better. then i went out to eat w/ lauren & her parents at Rosebud. that was soo good. thanks lauren! :) & now i'm just home. tonight i think i'm hanging out w/ angie & vano, & meeting up w/ ryan. then later tonight when lauren gets out of work i'm hanging out w/ them, her, & sara. we'll prolly just be downtown, even tho alot of people aren't gonna be down there since their going to the track. but oh well.. then i just hanging out w/ them for the night & having a much needed GIRLS night, just girls cause boys are dumb. ah. that's it..
leave one-
<3 love you..
xoxo*
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| september 2nd*- |
[02 Sep 2005|12:02am] |
[mood|  stressed]
today i had to watch my little sister till like 2*30. then i just hung out at home, i was gonna go to the game w/ ryan & some other people but desided i wasn't really sure if i wanted to, cause i didn't know who all was going. i heard it wasn't that much fun tho so that's good. we lost tho. :( god, that sucks. umm then at like 9*00 i went downtown w/ lauren. that was really fun, but it just gets kinda old & guess what? i found out that i've had sex already, yeah i didn't even know that? funny huh? but i guess people 'know it for a fact' lol goddd, i LOVE rumors, seriously some people are so dumb w/ the shit they make up. & it's always funny how the people that wouldn't know about something like that are always the one spreading it around. but at least most of the people there are like super funny so it's always alot of fun. tomarrow i might be going to 'the track'? lol like all those guys want me to go but i'm not sure if i'm gonna yet. their all so sweet tho, they aford to pay for me to get in & i have like 10 ways to get up there, lol. i prolly won't go tho, like it'd be fun, but i dunno.. i'd feel out of place w/ like allll the people that go there. so i might end up hanging out w/ lauren & adam & some other people that aren't going. but we'll see. tomarrow i'm so excited! tomarrow = me & vano time! lol finally. jeez. but i have to wake up at fricken 10*30 that is gonna suck, i have only been up once that early this whole summer & i don't even know why i was up that early i just like natually woke up then. but i have an app. w/ my cousiler.. then i'm going out to eat w/ lauren & her dad so that her dad can meet up since lauren & me are together like all the time latly. lol, so that'll be fun. then after that i might be going school clothes shopping, but i desided i'm only gonna do like half of it before school starts then like in a week i'll go again once they have all new clothes so that i won't have the same things as everyone else. smart huh? ;) i know. & i still have to get all my supplies for school. i'm so not ready for school to start. :( makes me sad, like i'm kinda excited but i'm gonna miss summer soo much. it was soo much fun & i loved it! wow, okay that was super long. sorry i was really bored, but i'm gonna go.
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<3 love you..
xoxo*
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| september 1st*- |
[01 Sep 2005|12:32am] |
[mood|  bored]
today i didn't really do anything durning the day. i was gonna go to the beach w/ lauren but i didn't wake up till like 2*30 & she was already almost there so i just stayed home. then i watched First Daughter, that movie is soo cute & the guy in it is pretty hot. then i took & shower & ate dinner & then got ready. then at like 10*00 ryan finally picked me up cause the jv game took forever. so then we went downtown, & noone was there so then we went to meijer & a few people were there. it was alright?.. i'm so not looking forward to summer being over w/. this has been a really dumb week to like end summer w/.. really boring. but tomarrow i have to babysit, but if i don't i'm going out to lunch.. then later i'm going to the football game. so everyone better go! that's it tho..
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<3 love you..
xoxo*
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| august 30th*- |
[30 Aug 2005|09:00pm] |
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k so today i pretty much just layed around alll day. i didn't feel good at all & i got woken up at like 10*00 cause i had to babysit my sister. wayy too early & i didn't feel good so i just wanted to go back to bed but i couldn't. so then i cleaned for my mom cause i felt bad cause i was being mean to her cause i wasn't in a good mood. so then she was like sad that i was taking it out on her? lol so yeah i felt realllly bad. but then she got home & i was yelling at my little sister cause she was being dumb as hell, & well i told her she was being dumb as hell & i told her to get the hell away from me so my mom was pretty pissed that i swore at her. soo she made me stay home all night. but it was okay cause i didn't really feel like going down there anyway & also The Real World//Laguna Beach is on tonight & i knew if i went somewhere i'd end up missing them, & i can't miss Laguna. so then i just layed around & watched The Vma's but they were sooo boring so i ended up falling asleep & i just woke up & right now i'm on the phone w/ lauren & jordan. lol.. umm tonight vano & me had this whole thing planned & now i can't go anywhere so that pretty much messes that idea up. :( makes me sad. soo hopefully we'll get to hang out tomarrow, if she doesn't have to work. & hopefully it'll be a beach day so i can get some sun before school. that's it tho..
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<3 love you..
xoxo*
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| august 30th*- |
[30 Aug 2005|12:24am] |
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i just got back from the hospital. omg, never been that scared in my life. jamie i'm sooo happy that everything is better now. i hate when things like that happen & they just scare the shit out of you. like while i was worrying about if everything would be okay i was thinking about like if that would of happened to me. like who would be there & stuff? then i was like thinking about all my friends & like who i know w/out a doubt would be there.. & then like who i wasn't so sure would be. it's just a really scary thing & when it happens it makes you think about alot of things. & i realized that i think i made a big mistake w/ this one thing. i don't see why i like always have to have everything how i want it, like why can't i just be happy w/ the way things are, well were? it's seriously retarted, cause now i regret this desision i made & things that i said. i dunno it's just hard.. there's like so many things i wanna say to so people but it's like i don't know how to or when to? but i'm gonna go to bed..
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<3 love you..
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| august 29th*- |
[29 Aug 2005|02:52pm] |
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okay.. i love when people think that they know everthing about something they would know nothing about. & i love annoymous posters. god, some people are seriously just really fucking dumb. ah- anyway.. umm i was suppost to go to the beach w/ lauren today but i'm at my dad's & my swimsuits are at my mom's.. so i can't go. :( so i think that i'm hanging out w/ ryan later. & hopefully i'm going to the mall today, i still haven't gone school clothes shopping, or gotten like any of my school supplies. so i have to do that.. but yeah, here's a quiz cause i'm really bored..
( keep your friends close, your boys closer, & your enemies as far away as possible. )
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| august 29th*- |
[29 Aug 2005|01:47am] |
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today i didn't really do alot. amanda & jess were over for a while so i just hung out w/ them. then i came to my dad's house & ate dinner. then angie picked me up & i went downtown w/ her. sept it was kinda dumb so we left at like 11*00 & i just came back to my dad's. tomarrow night laguna beach is on. :) soo happy. i STILL haven't seen last weeks, so i'm staying home all night tomarrow.. maybe, unless something better is going on but i like NEED to see it cause i keep missing it. but umm tomarrow i'm hanging out w/ mass & i think i'm going to the beach w/ lauren if it's nice, so hopefully it's a beach day. i'm soo sad school starts in like a week..? wth. i'm not looking forward to getting up early at all & having homework, but i dunno for some reason i think this year is acutally gonna be alot of fun. oh & me & brett are like over w/ now. but it's okay, it's better that way, well not better but it's okay? haha that didn't make sense. but there's just no hurt feelings. so yup, everyone that asked when that would be over w/, well it's over w/ lol. ;) :/ but i'm done w/ boys, at least for a while. i dunno it's just alot easier not having to worry about other people's feelings, like it worth it but also in the end it's not, ya know? cause then it just feels like you wasted time by not getting to know other people. but i'm gonna go to bed cause i'm sooo tired.
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<3 love you..
xoxo*
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| august 28th*- |
[28 Aug 2005|12:44pm] |
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yesturday i just sat around my dad's house alll day. then at like 7*30 lauren picked me up & we went downtown. vano was suppost to come w/ us, but somehow didn't work out..? so then we were downtown for the whole night, & then at like 10*30 everyone desided that they wanted to go to holland so then we were gonna go w/ them but we already had plans so then we just like sat around for a while. then we left downtown & went to meijer & just hung out w/ ryan & jamie there or a lil bit. then we went over to brett's for a while, then lauren spent the night. & that's pretty much it.. today i'm not sure what i'm doing, i might just stay home tonight cause i don't really feel that good & also the vma's are on at 8*00. but umm if anything is going on give me a call! :)
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<3 love you..
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